LEARNING IN LEADERSHIP

These past few weeks, I’ve been thinking about this whole leadership thing. How I was getting frustrated with our inability to communicate with our classmates. We make announcements, but few people are actually present during lectures because of studying for boards. We send out e-mails, but not everyone checks or cleans out their inbox so our messages get bounced. Then people hunt us down and ask us the questions that could have very well been answered had they been in class, put some effort to check their e-mail or bothered to ensure that the school’s official means of contacting them are kept open.

I guess I got to a point where my responsibilities were starting to become a drain instead of a joy. I, in my selfishness, believed that I was entitled to certain conveniences…and had already ‘put my time in’ so to speak.

But then I remembered the reason behind taking this position – the step of faith that was required of me. I am to be a servant. And to do it in as loving of a manner as I am created to express.

I had forgotten the desire I had when I initially started: I wanted to love my classmates and to show them that I care. To serve them. And in this case, it means making their lives as easy and stress-free as possible. Heck, that's the very definition of a servant!! So what if I get asked the same question several times? It doesn’t take that much more effort on my part and they get a response immediately.

Still so much to learn. Be patient with me.

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REMINDER:

I am loved. =)


You are too!

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LOTS ON MY MIND

Just a few:
-Behind in my study schedule.
-So many cards/e-mails I haven’t sent to friends that I haven’t spoken to in a while. I miss you and our time together.
-Don’t have enough patience and selfless love to those around me.

All in all, it boils down to the same struggle as it’s always been – having faith.

I’ve been so selfish with my time that I missed an engagement party & a birthday dinner this weekend. =( I’m sorry Kathy & Iris.
I’ve also been frustrated with the visit tonight & tomorrow. May I appreciate our time together as an opportunity bless one another. I’m not spontaneous…who was I kidding? I like to know and plan things ahead of time.

14 days left until Boards. Must cling on to things to be thankful for.

Encouraged by a classmate’s post:
“studying for and taking this exam is another step in obedience... passing would be His grace”


Many more thoughts (some are actually positive =P) but I'll blog later.

Sorry dudes...I never liked reading ranting blogs.

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LESS THAN 30 DAYS...

...until "the hardest exam you will ever take in your academic career".





What was I thinking???

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