THE SIMPLE LIFE

SOMETHING'S UP, BUT WHAT?

Sorry guys...I finally had a long enough break over the weekend to blog and I didn't. Honestly, I wasn't that I didn't want t...I just lost what I had to share. It was rough at school last week so I seemed to have lost my focus a bit. So of course, I do my other extreme and had a fun/no work all weekend splurge. This does nothing but add to my lack of focus cuz now I can't get back into study mode either.

I know I don't normally list out what I did (cuz I think it's boring) but I feel like I should blog and I'm not right enough in the head to sort out my most recent thoughts:

I miss late nite conversations (in person or on the phone). It seems as though I've got this mindset that school is important and I should get enough sleep for classes. What is THAT all about? I never thought that a day in my life until I got here.

I saw Wicked on friday. It's an awesome show and I recommend it to everyone. I have forgotten how much I love watching musicals. I really should go to more. I'm excited for RENT to come out in theatres. Reminds me of high school and Tee. After the musical, I went out to a club with some first years. I enjoy dancing and they were playing good songs but it also felt weird. I don't know how else to describe it. As much as I like to dance, I think I've moved away from the club scene. Maybe I'll pick up line dancing instead.

Ever get that nagging feeling like something's wrong but you don't know what? Or you have an inkling of what may be wrong but don't know how to approach it so you just pretend it's not there and hopefully it'll go away?

I had another bad dream last nite. It's been a while since I've had one but this was particularly creepy. I dreamt that there was this little boy who found a skeletal remains of an older boy cemented into the sidewalk. At the urging of these two winged things, he took a big axe and was trying to shatter the skull but it only broke off into smaller chucks. His mentality was that the older boy was evil and he had to destroy it. The older boy really was evil but the little boy was also becoming evil because he followed through with the persuasions of the winged demons. It was like the skeletal remains were possessed and controlling those winged thingys. The worse part is that I can still picture how the remains are cemented in even as I type this.

Yeah...I don't know why I dreamt that. I was not watching or reading anything remotely related to this last night or any other night (I guess the winged demons could be similar to the flying monkeys in the musical). So yes, any suggestions on how to stop me from having bad dreams would be greatly appreciated.