THAT SINKING FEELING
Okay…update needed since my exams are over, I had my break week & winter quarter has already started.
Hmm. I’ve been in a not-so-good place for the past week & a half. The place where you know you’ve done something bad but instead of facing up to it, you ignore it, even become apathetic towards it in hopes that it will just disappear. John Ortberg talks about "that sinking feeling" in his book. I'm there.
I’ve been trying to make amends. Taking the first steps. I think I’m still lacking the sincerity and humbleness. I haven’t cracked open The Book cuz I’m afraid of its conviction. I need to be completely broken and yet I’m scared to fall completely apart.
What I get from my reflection
Isn't what I thought i'd see.
Give me reason to believe
You'd never keep me incomplete
Will you untie this loss of mine?
It easily defines me,
Do you see it on my face?
That all i can think about is how long
I've been waiting to feel you move me.
Close my eyes and hold my heart
Cover me and make me something
Change this something normal
Into something beautiful
Into something beautiful
Into something beautiful
~"Something Beautiful" Jars of Clay
~"Something Beautiful" Jars of Clay
I’m ready to come home.
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